Story Time With Lauren

its been quite a long time since i have posted on my blog, so here i am with a little update on part of my life. There is something that has been on my mind, but its a long story to get the the good part, so here it goes:

In case you didn't know, i am a first year college student. As soon as i moved here to school, my life changed. I feel like i am a completely different person. I'm so much more confident in myself. In high school , i never really broke out of my shell, so very few people saw the real me. As soon as i came to college though, i felt so comfortable with making new friends, and opening up to these people.

So, as you may have already guessed, i never had a boyfriend in high school. Then i came to college, and i became friends with so many guys. My new confidence in myself really helped. It was a little strange for me at first, but now i find myself hanging out with them more than the girls that im friends with. I really liked one of my guy friends for a while, but then i got a feeling that we are better off just being really close friends. It was crushed for a bit, but since then, we have become better friends. Im not as awkward around him, and i dont over think things. Its great. After that realization, i started talking to two other guys that dont go to the same school as me. I liked both of them, but i felt guilty that i was leading them both on. When i got another chance to hang out with them individually, i realized that i had a real connection with one of them, and not the other. I really like this one guy.

This weekend, he invited me and some of my friends to a party at his friend's camp. It was my very first off campus party, and i was really excited to hang out with him some more. The whole time, we were together, and it was great. I stayed the night, and right before going to sleep, he kissed me. It was my very first kiss. i was told that first kisses are always awkward, but maybe im just a lucky one. It was nice. I cant explain it any other way.

So thats my exciting news. Follow me on twitter for other updates on my life.

xoxo Lauren

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I MOVE IN TOMORROW!

OMG i cannot believe it. this summer, no this whole year has flown by. it feels like just a few days ago i was going back to school, excited for my senior year. Looking back at myself from a year ago, i have changed so much. I grew out of my awkward stage, i have much more confidence in myself, i know what im doing with the rest of my life, i have a much bigger support circle including my friends from home, my youtube friends, and soon, my college friends. I'm really proud of how much i have accomplished in my life so far, and my life is really just beginning. I keep thinking of all of the changes that are going to happen after i move in tomorrow. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. I wish i could pause time and fast forward it at the same time.

So...i leave for school in 3 days. Yea, i can't believe it, and i still have so much stuff to do. I am currently semi packed, so i'm living out of suitcases and boxes. I still have some shopping to do. i need some more clothes and some random things like face wash and a rug. Im most excited about getting my room all put together. I think its going to look really cute, and i will most definitely do a room tour! I also want to do a college essentials video when i get there since i feel bad for not continuing with my college hauls.

Hey Girls!

I made this blog as a place to post random things and thoughts that i wouldn't make a video about. I don't have a plan as to how often i will post, but if you follow me on twitter, or if you are my friend on facebook, i will update you when i post an entry.